Pity the Joy Man

WHO IS IN A MESS? Not me. Not.I glanced over the bullshit I have written over only FOUR DAYS.Did I really think it showed strength of character to kill myself? Why do I say these things.Then I want to switch to a drug I know will make me suffer. While it makes me cleaner. Subutex is amazing. But only for those truly ready to be clean.Now I want to be a poet (and don't I know it).Today I am